Do you know the state of being alone?
Do you know how painful the feeling is when you don’t have someone on your back?
Do you know that in every mistake, it can cause death?
Because I know.
I know hard life is.
I know how painful it can be.
When you are in the dark, you need to find light.
The moment you find light, you think you can surpass everything. You think you can move on. You think you can move forward and forget all what you have done wrong.
YOU ARE WRONG.
The moment you find light, you will hold onto it no matter what happens. You will hold onto it so tightly because it is the last reason of being alive. You will become afraid. You will become afraid if the light ran out. You will become afraid in going back to the dark where you are alone, sad, terrified and hunted by memories.
Having that one reason to live is painful but what if there is no light?
What if even how hard you try, you cant find a reason to live?
There is death.
Death is painful. Death is what I am scared the most. You will think about death again and again and again because you will feel that it is the only solution.
But then, have you ever think of walking in a path in the amidst of the dark?
Have you ever think that life can be in the dark or in the shining sun, and so the choice is in you?
I guess not.
There is no such thing as darkness. Darkness is just the absence of light.
There is no such thing as empty room. There is always light. There is always someone you can rely on.
You think that darkness filled your heart?
Again, you are wrong.
YOU put the darkness in everywhere you go and therefore, YOU can also put light everywhere.
The choice is yours.
Even all people hate you. Even your parents are disappointed in you. Even all your friends think that you are fake and worthless.
Remember, it is your life.
You are here.
You, in your heart, there is God.
In an empty room, there is God. In the dark, there is God who you can always rely on and in open arms waiting to be hugged by you.
So please be strong,
Please keep walking and bring back the light in your world. Its hard yes, but He will walk with you.
Don’t lose the chance of seeing the world just because someone do not want you to.
Don’t lose the chance of being successful and everyone will be in awe of you.
Don’t lose the chance of having a family and friends that really loves you, and you will certainly be the happiest.
So please live.
Live and be contented.